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Ironically I finally got another job after having searched for months. I got hired at a local Subway and am hoping that I can prove that I am a reliable worker. Albeit the scheduling is going to be hectic with college in the middle and several vacations back to back. I am thinking that just keep proving that I can learn and pick up things and boost business is the main thing. I feel ecstatic I have an opportunity for consistent hours again as the other jobs I do just can’t compete in stability. Wage is to be a desired problem as working for a minimum wage is a step backward I guess it could be worse. I will finally get to my needed prison cell therapy that I can not get in the US. Germany I’ll be there in June and an lookijg forward to it. I need travel more in my life if I can’t love in a jail cell.

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I need get far away from all these hurtful people. I can’t do this shit anymore I’m tired I have asked for help and I get put down and lied to so many times. I sick of this shit and I’m done taking meds for this prolonged suffering. I wish I could get to a point medically I can have the right to die as this is not worth it anymore. Soon enough my suffering my pain it will be all over. All cause there isn’t enough money to get me a plane ticket to Germany or a prison cell. I hate how people think I’m going to be rational with all the abuse I put up with or that I’m crazy.

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Jail just seems to be the perfect idea and place for me as I can’t even afford to travel let along support myself financially and medically. I can’t even afford new clothing, food, shelter, medical treatment. I’m tired of worrying about the basic human survival in such a cruel and inhumane country. Instead the money just goes to the rich and ungrateful companies and there representatives. Yet they profit off my limited income not by all my choice. It’s fucked up that in society that the richer you are the less you have to obey laws and that they get luxurious accomendations when you break the law. Inmates get placed in awesome restraints, comfortable restraint chairs, and good looking clothes. Hell even get catered food what a life to live. Who cares you can’t leave or have searches that makes it even better. Solitary confinement even better.

What drives me crazy is people who always trying to cut corners in helping and making my life even harder when in logic there not making any sense. You can’t save more when you have to travel to another airport and spend more time getting from point a to b. If your going to help then do it the right way. That would be actually helping with a ticket from my airport to where I really need to be at.

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I need to be secured in transport chains just like an inmate. I can’t live like this without my needed life saving therapy. It’s important that I get into a jail cell ASAP so I can finally sleep. Last few days have been utter hell trying to live like this. I look like shit and need a refresh and the great accomendations that are lucky inmates have. I hate this shit how I got to fork out for those awesome people in jail but I can’t go in without a record. I dont have the airfare to Germany to enjoy a cell without the record. It’s bullshit I have to live like this and suffering more pain. I am in tears every day and night hoping for a miracle. Useless mental health professionals won’t help nor anyone help from the police department in locking me down. Can’t get help from the BDSM community. I’m so lost and my health is almost gone and its painful. Why am I treated like I’m weird and crazy for wanting a cell it’s no different then other things that people are into. We have so many of them and all people do is say why support someone and there tax dollars. The real honesty is how can someone go on when they need help they can’t get from people that are so selfish.

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Nothing worse then seeing people who post ads on Craigslist to lie about someone. To make there life hell and create ads to tell them to ignore my need for help is wrong. Then proceed to say you know me for 20+ years and I’m only 27 that is far from the truth. I was not even in this area growing up. If such person knew me they also wouldn’t say I wasn’t in the U.S. NAVY attempting to serve this disgusting country. I am in tears on how someone can be so cruel and inhumane and constantly send me emails to harrass me. I am tired of living and I want the pain to end. May it happen soon because I have given up hope it will ever get better. I’m giving up on my health as there no way to get the help I need. I have tried so many places and it all boils down to money. And not much money but still more than I’ll ever make in four months. 778 doesn’t do shit for anyone and never will. To all those people who are giving up hope life truthfully doesn’t get better and I learn the hard way by sticking around. Death ends all pain and its a part of life. Stop trying to he’s yourself from a useless group of doctors whose best interest is there own wallet we get sick and die it’s part of life.

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I want to feel the feeling of finally being handcuffed and patted down and on my way to a jail cell. Would be nice to finally know what it like to be transported and taken to a jail with the real people that I should be with. I wasn’t meant to live outside free can’t seem to survive and I want to be an animal on display for the whims of such guards and isolated from this cruel ass society. I’m tired of feeling sick and unable to sleep cause I’m not in a secure cell. I want to have my movement controlled and limited that is true freedom. I can’t even get help for donations to get this life saving treatment. This treatment is the true way to solve a majority of problems at least a good couple months. Medication doesn’t do shit at all and makes it worse.

This country left me with nothing but shit health care and I owe more then I even get a month. I can’t live on 448 a month I don’t think anyone can. They take the premiums all out next month on me and leave me with nothing. Even on 778 a month it’s not living.

Then I have to deal with the employment bullshit that employers waste there time and inability to find a full-time job without a degree and my skills are not there and I need to be making more than 2,000 monthly just to be ahead with benefits. I’m so poor can’t even afford some new gear for motorcycle riding to keep me safe and dry as I ride. I am so sick of living like this.

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Ok so I finally figured it might be time to stop taking the meds that keep me alive in such a cruel and uncaring world were its impossible to get help. I wish there was help for someone  like me and it appears to be so hard to get a simple flight ticket to Germany. Or even a prison cell which would be better than life now. Just because you can’t understand it maybe you didn’t suffer being locked in a basement all your childhood or raped in a cell be a guy named Travis Hughes prison cell in Burien, WA. These events change a person and when one feels safe in such an environment who are we to blame them. I am not hurting anyone by being in a cell and I asked for help in life and none out there really understand. I didn’t ask to be this but doesn’t mean I’m fucked up I’m different. I just need my life saving therapy to help me move on.

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I need a prison cell to help me live. I am literally killing myself right now from the stress. I have lost everything and not gain the ability to love.

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Please there has to be a mirracle and some financial help. Many things are going on in my life and I need flight ticket to save my life. I can’t handle this being freedom crap I need a goodie few months locked up in a prison cell. There is never enough money to make ends meet. Jail offers true freedom and comfort. I want to be taken in some handcuffs and be shackled in leg irons on my way to a cozy cell. I wish I was lucky like those inmates whom have it all. I can’t even get help from a psych hospital and this sucks. I don’t need a record to find a temporary healing spot but what for 1400 dollars and another 2100 for my stay in Germany is it so messed up to fuck one over. I wish someone would step up and help I’m tired of feeling this pain I want a secure home to live in.

I am tired of people saying just be happy and just enjoy this bullshit freedom. Stop telling me how bad it is as to me it isn’t any worse then what I go through now. Don’t label another person’s life you can’t possibly know what they go through. I really need the money and help and I plead for those who can give to give. Make someone happy and help them. That simple amount of money can help change an outlook on life. Unless you got a cell waiting to use for me I got to get out of Seattle area. I want to get out this country its killing me. Living on 700 a month good luck and then when your benefits are cut to 400 certain random months what can I do. There is no living in this life. Please someone come take me to a jail cel or help me for a ticket to go to one that is privately owned without inmates

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The things I go through is getting to be to much. Its so difficult trying to make financial things up to date. I also am not thrilled with bringing my 2015 BMW F800GS up to date either all 1334 dollars of it. The company hasn’t fixed the numerous issues on the bike and the run around by South Sound Motorcycles of Fife, WA sucks. I feel that being provided a lemon and having no legal remedies sucks. I can not afford the attorney I need to get BMW to fix there shit. Having brought this bike in four times already for several major issues it disgusts me. Imagine having had transmission issues with the gears from day one. There also was issues with the starter button, bike having issues with startup sequence, and then there was the issues the clutch lever.

Motorcycling brings happiness to me as does that special someone in my life. I admit I am not perfect and able to admit that there maybe people that care about me and my well being. I need to open up more about my self and I am working on a Autobiography of my life soon. I have a person I love  and the person love me but Im scared that my health is not lasting long enough. I need to get financially stable and back on my feet. I feel some time in a prison would do me good to help me take for granted what the so called freedoms are.

Also then im fighting with unemployment that screwed me over its not the way I want to live my life. To support a business that not only made fun of my sexual kink lifestyles with bondage, but also my prison fetish is unethical. I find this country is never supportive of people with disabilities and differences in this life. I do not appreciate the attitudes that Eagle Leather of Lakewood, WA left me with no choice but to quit. Then the corrupted judge Edsonya Charles was pure vile. She not only took the side of the employer but made what I had to say unimportant. STRONG recommendation to the motorcycle community lets bring this place of business down. I am going to share my review on Yelp of Eagle Leather of Lakewood Washington. Cause even if Yelp takes it down this will remain a permanent testimony. Make sure to avoid Mike Toursal and Damian Heenan who think that Facebook stalking and harassment in the work place about sexuality interest are not acceptable.

Yes I have also experienced as a customer the same experience and partly why I want to warn anyone from dealing with store owner Mike Toursal who is a huge creep. Good luck on getting selection of items and good luck getting what you really wanted for a long period of time service is slow and there is no accountability for purchased products. Please do not support this business as they support discrimination and sexual harassment. Having been a victim of it long enough it’s time to make sure this company goes out of business. Special props to Damian for lying about everything and if you support this business then you appreciate a company that believes in treating people inappropriate. I used to shop here to but ever since I been a victim of inappropriate conduct by this employer and then trying screw my unemployment I won’t be anymore. Employees talk about sex here a lot and inappropriate jokes are the atmosphere even as a customer. I can’t support an anti gay business and nor should anyone in this time nowadays. They are trying to take this review down even as a customer who has been treated badly fare warning yelp you are violating my rights to post.