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Appears no one can care about someone and to help lock them up in a jail cell to live. People are so selfish saying wish I could help but yet they say sorry for your pain when they have the therapy your needing. Fuck living like this fuxk being treated like shit by others telling me in fucked up. These comments are what cause me to fall further into depression. But this may be the last time I beg for help as I’m closer to ending my suffering.

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The longer I’m stuck feeling sicker and sicker the more I feel that my body is about to give. I am feeling like I am dying and without a jail cell therapy, I will not be able to survive the pain anymore. I must get locked up to feel safe and secure I am disgusted with the Pierce County Sherriff Department as they have the nerve to block me off their Facebook and Twitter all because I asked for fucking help. I am literally dying without my confinement needs being taken care of. I need a new chance to happiness and there is a missing piece to my therapy needs.

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Life is just getting worse every day. There are so many days when I wake up in tears and am breaking out in night sweats because I can not have the freedom I need.  I need to be arrested and need to finally experience the true freedom that inmates are provided.  I need the simplicity that a small jail cell provides. Everything that a person needs is in one such as a bunk a toilet sink combination and a door that locks the person within. I can not understand why its so hard for the useless police departments I have begged to allow me to stay, prefer to make fun of me and think that I need a psych ward. I know what the fuck I need and yet its so hard to find the therapy. Sure if I was rich and had money to build my own cell I gladly would but I live on social security and do not have the luxury of owning my own property and the resources to build a cell.

Everyday I wish the pain would be over and that this illness doesn’t get worse but I fear that if no jail cell therapy exists I will seize to exist in the near future. My body is shutting down and there is a lack of people who fucking care about me. I did everything for others and when I need support I am brought to tears. I did not ask for wanting this in my life but the problem is real. I just don’t have the thousands to go abroad either to pay for a stay.