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I wonder when my life will ever become better. Tired of the people who use me and take advantage of my situation. People that get away with assaulting me and then getting dumped over that same person who assualted me. Where is there a person who isn’t such stupid to see the real victim of a situation. Everyday I’m crying myself to sleep, frustrated that I have to be all alone. What did I do to deserve loosing my happiness and to be taken away and dragged to this low place in life. What kind of person that you are in a relationship for 5+ years would not be supportive of a person when there in pain emotionally and physically. To say that being an asshole is an acceptable thing from the person they brought here. I hate this time of the year it’s the most depressing time of the year. I want to be loved comforted secured.

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I’m all alone this holiday lost a ex after six years together. The pain the hurt that someone would do this to me and bring in a psychotic freak that assaulted me hurts. To be unable to afford a place on my own and to have the things that matter to me hurts even more. I don’t want to live anymore I don’t have the strength. My health is failing and sadly without jail cell therapy I’m dying sooner.