I wish that I lived in a society that had compassion and had humanity instilled in their very natures. Instead I live in a country that rather mock what I need and tells me that I deserve to be treated like garbage. I am ready to be put into custody so I can finally heal from my CPTSD once and for all. The system in Finland for mental healthcare is go fuck yourself and please just kill yourself in the process. From Finland’s societies blatant racist and xenophobic behaviors on the hiring market, to the behaviors of telling me that I should go back to my home country or kill myself, this shit is not right at all. I have encountered so much hate for needing mental healthcare and made fun of because I am a disabled person. What does an inmate contribute to society? To sit there and be willing to help them out but then you tell a disabled person who did not have that choice that they are a waste of space the irony.
Society has left me broken and disabled and not given me a fair chance to rebuild my life. Apparently it is against the law in Finland if you are not a native born citizen to have a fucking job in this hellhole of a country. Somehow being born abroad is a reason to make sure that the person is suffering a cruel and inhumane life full of torture and abuse. I could work a job but your to afraid to let someone like me work. So in the meantime you should have to pay retribution for your vile hatred. I am needing help and its your job as a society to lock me up. I am tired of being alive.
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