[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I feel so lost and so confused and struggling to cope with problems of being free. I know that without being owned long-term and secured long term I can’t handle all this pain anymore. Every night I’m climbing on top of my prison mattress praying for the ability to be taken…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Finally I’m able to experience having some form of physical restraint for the next couple weeks and I wish I owned the belt I am wearing. Two weeks locked in heavy chastity belt is some form of prison in itself. Sometimes I wish there was never a way out of this…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I am at the end of my rope and am struggling with all these issues with financial debt that I can’t even rid in bankruptcy. I owe 316 bucks back to the state of Washington Unemployment all because of an asshole that thought it be fun to mess with someone on…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I have reached the last moment of wanting to live in my life. I’m tired of being so poor and unable to make ends meet. Nobody wants to help lock me up and insure that I remain happy and secured in a jail cell. I am so tired of all those…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] So you think your better then me because you got lots of money a decent job and a personality of hatred. You think just because someone is depressed that it gives you the right to judge the person and what they go through in life. Seriously grow up and stop being…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] A trip to Germany should have been an enjoyable affair and all I can think about is how fast I want to be right home in my bed in the next several hours. To live with this sickness and to coexist with my HIV I wouldn’t wish these pills on my…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I giving up trying to suffer and trying to survive from this HIV I can’t take it anymore. I can’t even afford the therapy I need to survive mentally and everyone thinks I can handle there problems which I myself can’t handle. Getting no sleep is getting old and living with…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] To many thoughts run through my head as the day comes to remove my restraints and feel the fake freedom once again. If only I could stay within this prison cell forever. This place is the perfect home for someone like me. I should have no rights be welded into restraints…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I don’t want to live anymore without the confinement or luxuries inmates have. I and to the point I will so anything to get inside i really shy want a record but desperation for the ho that works is what matters. People think that they know the best intentions and that…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Work was so exhausting and I haven’t felt this burnt out for a long time. Usually I can handle these security shifts. This song is on mind Second Chance by 38 Special. Why can’t I forget about the hurt the pain the suffering of rape the suffering of my childhood and having…