[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Something just running through my mind as the windstorm picks up and then I can’t sleep. I really want the best thing for me and trying to form my own company
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] A lot is changing things seem to be progressing. Into finally getting into snowboarding and enjoying the day out on the Stevens Pass mountain I’m looking forward to creating memories and friendship.and get myself active and try to help my health feel better and sleep more naturally
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] There another day that goes my in trying to figure out my finances to allow me to go to Germany for at least a year.
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Stuck in this location Portland Oregon where nothing is around and rather be home.
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Things are so hard to think and process and it craves me so much to want to leave this person behind that I have been with for several years. But then there is also this new job which I’m confused in what direction I should take with it. I should technically try more…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I feel that my life seemingly has no purpose anymore. I have had to cope with so much hatred in my life and my emotions never being understood by others. Can one imagine what one goes through on a daily basis in my life. Its not all that great putting up…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I finally got my dream motorcycle yesterday. My new 2015 BMW F800GS. Such a beautiful bike in every way a lot of features I have been wanting for a long time.
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] All I keep thinking about is why the hell do I have to go back to the United States as what do I have to look forward on April 15, 2015. I literally am so depressed that I have no where to have an owner in my life. There sadly will become a…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Another day going by and I am worried of what the future will bring. Seems people are so ignorant to another ones suffering. I hate that I can not accomplish one damn goal in life.
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I am not excited to leave at all this morning. I feel so depressed and worried about if I will ever find a safe home to live in. I feel hurt because I can’t accomplish any goals in my life and I must be a failure. Nothing to me is more important then…