[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Another day going by and I am worried of what the future will bring. Seems people are so ignorant to another ones suffering. I hate that I can not accomplish one damn goal in life.
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I am not excited to leave at all this morning. I feel so depressed and worried about if I will ever find a safe home to live in. I feel hurt because I canât accomplish any goals in my life and I must be a failure. Nothing to me is more important then…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I wake up and eat breakfast and not so much interaction with guards and that doesnât bother me. Still have a major migraine and not looking forward to leaving tomorrow as this feels so safe. Not by any means I still am looking forward to only seeing my friends back in Switzerland. My…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Thoughts run through my head scared of every day life. The emotional pain and tears run down my face tying to come to terms with what the point of life is. I feel most secure with the chains upon me and being locked away. The physical abuse I go through with my roommate…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Mostly in the morning I was feeling excellent after having food and a shower. It wasnât until it came to the point of cleaning the floors, that I was battling many thoughts. Mentally my mind was battling with the enjoyment of doing such activities. This being while I finally got to do such…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Arrived almost three hours later than planned. Finally got picked up and heading towards the prison. Emotionally I was mostly excited, even when I was getting lead into the building. Eventually was stripped naked, processed through, given a shower, and then given a prison uniform as well as linens. Then came some food and…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] The tears of pain run down my cheeks as I begin to weep. I fell in pain for what I can’t tell. I’m in need of bondage and prison confinement. There has to be someone who can provide that to me I don’t want all that much but security food and to live…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] So anxious to get flying out soon to my destination towards Geneva, Switzerland. There are so many things I deeply miss in Switzerland and looking forward to the peacefulness that is there. I really needed this vacation as everything has been so hectic in my life. I face so many battles as things…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Nobody care about my opinions and wonder why I am upset. Why is it that someone can take my discount for a deck to be built and not scene consideration to whom haves the initial money to begin with. I want to live in a house where someone one appreciates me for saving…
[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Can’t sleep lately I’m having one of those nights. This stress isn’t healthy and I hope today will bring me some good news with my employer. Maybe I’ll be able to return to work for a month until my vacations that are already planned. This could dramatically make a difference to…