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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I’m falling apart physically mentally and everything in between.. I’m sick of the ptsd I’m going through in sick of not finding a warm jail cell to crawl into. I know what would help me feel relief and i can’t even have it without a…
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] I need my jail cell to ease the pain and suffering. This isn’t freedom having to be stuck with not making ends meet anymore. I wish i could be arrested and secured for my own good. Life has no purpose in a free world.. Criminals have everything in comparison and personally ill enjoy…
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] So everyday I go to bed scared what my future will bring and where I will end up. I look at various parts and pieces of my life and I know that if I don’t go to Germany to experience a lifetime of full lock up in a bondage prison that I will…
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Been wearing ankle monitor for over a week and two failed devices. It gets annoying to even try to fake where I really should be which is jail. I cringe at the freedoms I’m stuck with. Even this can’t complete me though it does help me feel better about who I am to…
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Im beginning to try many methods to work on improving my health. Personally massage and acupuncture are doing wonders to improving health. Personally need to go back up for a snowboarding session as there nothing much else to do. Lost a job cause of things going wrong.
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Something just running through my mind as the windstorm picks up and then I can’t sleep. I really want the best thing for me and trying to form my own company
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] A lot is changing things seem to be progressing. Into finally getting into snowboarding and enjoying the day out on the Stevens Pass mountain I’m looking forward to creating memories and friendship.and get myself active and try to help my health feel better and sleep more naturally
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] There another day that goes my in trying to figure out my finances to allow me to go to Germany for at least a year.
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Stuck in this location Portland Oregon where nothing is around and rather be home.
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[wpedon id=”469″ align=”center”] Things are so hard to think and process and it craves me so much to want to leave this person behind that I have been with for several years. But then there is also this new job which I’m confused in what direction I should take with it. I should technically try more…